Tuesday, December 30, 2014

Spilling out the beans

Its approaching the end of year 2014
As I've registered both boys to Arif minda for 2015, its a goodbye to their 2nd mom
4thn sekelip mata rasanya. Dari ubun merah dan tapak kaki sebesar dua jari, kakak ini mengasuh Iman dan kemudiannya amsyar.Minggu ini minggu terakhir sebelum amsyar pun menjejak kan kaki ke playschool 3thn :) mommy pula yg sebak.

Tiada ucapan terima kasih yg setimpal boleh diungkapkan buat kakak ku ini.tiada pertalian darah namun sudah dianggap saudara. Anak2 dijaga lebih dr sempurna.alhmdulillah :)

Yesterday I have finally got the strength to burst the news. Takdelah news sgt. I just told her yg this will b the boys final week here. Her expression changed, she looked genuinely sad. Well I'm sad of course. Its hard to find trust and its not perfection that I'm searching for but Kakwan is near to perfect for me. Trust is a huge thing and I took quite some time at first. As time goes on it builts up of course. But life goes on as she says it, and we're letting go and the boys aren't babies no more. Sedih.

Today and tomorrow, will be the two last days..we're all emotionally hurt right now but Inshallah the ukhuwah will never end. Amsyar is her anak susuan, so we'll for sure keep in touch inshallah..ukhuwah fillah.

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2 comments:

DORAWANTAN said...

woooohoooo babe!!!!

siti norsarah Aminuddin said...

amsyar will meet abang kembar and abang aryan at school

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jom terjah :)
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