Friday, June 23, 2017

Salam Lebaran 1438H dari kami sekeluarga~



Gegak gempita bunyinya rebana,
Bergema takbir dipagi hari,
Ampun Maaf dipinta semua,
Moga tiada yg simpan didalam hati


Love

Mommy Z sekeluarga


ps**day 28 berpuasa alhmdulillah. Tahun ni lambat pula dtg 'waktu cuti puasa' which mcm bg chance je mommy utk puasa penuh. Tak tahu lah tu sb lg 2 hari ni nak puasa. Susu pun kalau p***** kan akan drop so mmg kali ni mcm Allah nk bg peluang and rezeki untuk Mikhail :) 

pss**Last day to pump whilst fasting..yg ini bg mommy sgt mencabar sampai hilang 5kg mommy ramadhan ni. Alhmdulillah Allah bg kudrat dan kesempatan wpn mmg dah standby kurma and biscuits in case rasa pening pening lepas pump/df. Tp nk describe laparnya tu mashallah..perasaan tu hanya ibu yang menyusu yang faham. Masih lg ada frozen stock utk mikhail wpn sikit  (tak pernah meriah smpai ber deep freezer) tp mommy bersyukur sgt sbg mommy yg cukup cukup mkn. Doakan Mikhail sempat utk dpt disempurnakan 2thn penyusuan ye mommies! Amin!

Thursday, June 22, 2017

Mood raya dah ni......... :)


Still kerja today
Still in da office
Bag pun tak packing lagi walaupun balik sepang yang hanya 30minit sahaja still kena packing ..

Lagi 3 hari nak raya yay! 



Monday, June 19, 2017

Kenangan Ramadhan 2017 - Dah minggu terakhir!

Alhamdulillah dah 24hari kita puasa. last week dah ni :)
Saja jelah nk simpan kenangan kenangan juadah berbuka tahun ni kat blog kita yg dah sendu je ni, Kalau ikut hati mmg hari hari nk update blog, tp biasalah dok menangguh by last tak berupdate pun.

oh satu lagi. tahun ni ramadhan istimewa sikit sebab dh berpuasa/ramadhan berlima, berubahlah sikit sebab dah 5thun berpuasa berempat. and iman amsyar pun dah start belajar berpuasa tahun ni. Iman setakat hari ni full blast lg..24hari full. amsyar ada tercicir sehari..hehehe..tapi istimewa la sb diorg dh belajar bersahur and tahu maghrib kita berbuka. alhmdulillah~


ayam goreng kunyit and sotong becili


Tahun ni sebab bebudak ni puasa, mommy usahakan juga masak sikit2 apa yg diorg suka. Ada hari mmg berbuka di kedai tomyam sahaja..hehehe.. adalah dua tiga kali tapau nasi kukus dari bazaar ramdhoon sebab jem dh 6,45 smpai rumah. apepun xsempat lah jadi nya. Ada hari2 yg alhmdulillah berkesempatan berbuka dgn mak n bapak di salak tinggi, mak masak kari ikan salmon sedap :) Macam semalam berbuka dgn tokey nasik kerabu -zuri adik hubby. dia mmg ada buka gerai di bazaar utama putrajaya. nasik kerabu tumisnya aduhai..mmg sedap betullah..terliur liur rasa sambil menaip ni. berbakat abgchik zuri ni memasak, mmg skill mek tu jatuh menurun pada dia. yang lain mmg out, kalau abg sulong nya ni (hubby)..alaaahai..yg plg habis hebat tu megi kari lah..kikiki.

Gitulah..
lauk laju laju cpt dimasak-ayam masak merah (goreng pedas)
Budak baru start nk belajar puasa - zulhafidzey amsyar 5thn


Ni haritu bwk nak g berbuka dgn mak. Alhmdulillah mak suka :) kita buat kurang manis khas utk mak okehh. bapak org melaka.dia tak suka..kikikiki
Menu byk tapi mostly beli je di bazaar or di cafe opis sblum blk. Bila dah akhir akhir ni mmg dah x lalu.kadang2 ayam goreng kosong je dgn masi panas pun dah memadai.

Ni sahur dgn leftovers yg di packed dr tokey nasik kerabu :)
Asam podeh ikan the winner!
kerutub daging legend ni.beli order khas dr opis juga.sambal je dah cukup.lain dh zmau dh kalau ada lauk ni.dah repeat 2x dah daging kerutub ni bulan ni ;p.


Siakap 3 rasa ms ni :)


Dah akhir akhir ni mmg kerja pun dah xbrapa nk kerja, dok teringat nk raya. semua dah setel dah inshallah nak raya..and kita raya KL tahun ni! Yay! cucu mak n bapak pun dh berubah bilangan nya this year (+3 huurun ain, kawsar and mikhail!) so rsnya dah bertambah meriah dgn babies yg rmai ni. And yg plg seronok these 4days lah the last 4days nak pam susu/menyusu di bulan ramadhan. Yang ni..mmg mashallah sgtlah mencabar..yups mmg ada rukhsah. tp mommy masih boleh berjalan ke opis and masih boleh bersolat wpn pam, takkan nak berbuka semata mata kan.hmm..puasa ramadhan ni bkn puasa main2 tp puasa wajib kann..gitulah. So far at 8mths 3weeks mikhail masih lg fully bfeed. Masih lg bertahan..alhmdulillah.bukan sng tau, ttgh long meeting/testing kna bejalan jauh nk blk opis sb nk pam 30mins.then berjalan blk ke testing venue...lemau!!


OK uols! nak buat kad raya jugalah this year. Tapi kalau xsempat kita wish awal awal ekkk...

Selamat hari raya & Maaf Zahir Batin!


Love,

Zahra

Sunday, May 7, 2017

33 alhmdulillah






Its may. Its the time of the year. Yay! The time of the year when my age changes its number. Syukur alhmdulillah of all the happiness and blessings i have in life. And to be able to walk freely without any illness alhmdulillah.

For the people i have around me.
For the kids i have to teach me about life.
And to the people who loves me. Conditionally and u conditionally.

Mashallah. Alhmdulillah. Allahuakbar.

Happy 33 yrs old to me 😁😁😁

Wednesday, May 3, 2017

Bersalin czer di putrajaya part 2 πŸ˜€

Sambungan dr hari tu πŸ˜€πŸ˜œtp ni more on kesah nak bersalin.

Hi mommies. How are u? 😊 Arini just nk smbung sikit cerita bersalin di hosp putrajaya.hehe kemain lagi ada part 1 part 2 pulak ek..kikiki.. Bagi sy sendiri, setiap pengalaman bersalin ni ada kisah nya yg tersendiri. Lain lain bg setiap satu darinya..betul x?

Masa di putrajaya haritu saya ditahan ward awal iaitu pd minggu ke 39 utk elective cser. Patutnya masuk ward dah..tp disebabkan batuk yg kronik and x ada apa apa contraction lg, sy dibenarkan pulang ke rumah dgn dibekalkan sebundle antibiotics.balik je rumah bermula lah contraction. Mmg sakit kerap, jadi sy mula timing kan. Dah sampai 5 min sekali selama 1jam contraction berhenti. Main main adik mikhail rupanya. Kalau ikutkan kata doc, sy x ada sebab utk tidak bersalin normal, and kalau mmg sakit nak bersalin terus check in kat labour room anytime, tp sebab prosedure, semua kena akur. So selagi boleh tangguh, dia tangguhkan op saya memandangkan saya mmg batuk teruk masa tu.


Kalau batuk mmg x boleh operate. Kata doc anaesthetic, wpn op half bius, tp mereka ttp ken berjaga jaga in case of anything saya masih berkemungkinan diberikan full anaesthetic./bius.masa nilah bahaya kalau kita batuk. Badan akan shut out salur pernafasan and reject semua benda asing, termasuk satu salur tube yg perlu dimasukkan seandainya perlu dibius penuh. Haih.. Seram kann.. 😭

So disebabkan mmg x ada apa apa condition yg memerlukan sy di operate serta merta (emergency), mereka xboleh elective czer saya sebab saya batuk. 2prev scar bukan emergency ya utk dioperate.. Huhuhu.

So xapalah. Masuk minggu ke 40 sy mmg terus ditahan ward, wpn dlm keadaan batuk. Doc bagi sy ms 5hari on iv antibiotics utk clearkan batuk. Masa ni saya mmg berserah ajelah. Kebetulan time ni parents in law ada dirumah setelah lebih 3minggu menanti saya xbersalin bersalin lg, keadaan sy masa tu sgt stress. Dirumah ramai, nak berehat pun mmg xdelah sgt. Ok xmau cerita pasal tu. Sy alhmdulillah lebih tenang di ward berbanding dirumah. Boleh berehat, baca alqur'an semahu mahunya.. πŸ˜€πŸ˜πŸ˜Ž makan pun on time.. Suami pun kerja jelah dlu sementara sy di hospital.

Masuk week 41, batuk masih belum reda. Tp ada blood show and mucus plug. Masa ni sy, xda lah bgtau doc apa apa. Sebab apa apa pun kita dah ada dlm hosp dah pun kan. Mlm mlm mmg melayan contraction, and ms ni maybe saya dah lama sgt dlm hospital (hari ke-5) doctors pun dh xingat nk buat ctg baby. Cuma check vital signs and degupan jantung baby every 4hours. Masa ni ada kes kematian ibu baru lepas bersalin, jd keadaan ward agak kecoh. So terabai sikit.

On the op day morning, doc pakar mai check n baru perasan MO dia x order pun ctg reading since 3days ago. Hehehe..haha I tak tau 😝 pastu bila buat ctg mmg on high ctx..terus jelah order for next priority. Masa ni ot penuh plak kebetulan awal pg tu ada kakak ni operate buang rahim. Sampai zuhur x kua kua OT lg. Bacaan ctg dh dok read ctx aje.. Diorg dah kalut. Hehehe.. Kita mana tau. Xleh buat apa.. Mkn pun xboleh sebab puasa 😊 At 2.30pm barulah OT panggil. Ms ni ok lg boleh jalan. Tp diorg saja soh naik kereta sorong..xpalah kita follow lah lgpun dok sakit contraction.

Sampai OT, mmg rasa nk buang air besar. Xtaulah sebab sejuk pkai baju separa sexy utk OT ke sebab lain, tp mmg rs nk buang air xtahan tahan. Memula doc anaes tu xbagi. Pastu dia bg sebab dia pakar anaes putrajaya, nk mengajar ank murid dia cmne cari tulang blkg org obes. Haha..so mayb amek masa. Ok fine. πŸ˜‘

So masuk toilet staff kat OT tu. Lama juga lah sebab memulas tp xdak apa apa. Dua tiga kali ada org ketuk tnya puan ok x puan? Kita jwp ok jalah. Keluar keluar tu satu team kat luar pintu dok standby takut saya terberanak betul2 dlm toilet... Hehehe... Ok πŸ˜‚

Masa tgh tgh nak cucuk epidural kat spine tu mmg sakit sgt sgt perut dh, xrasa dh sakit epi tu dicucuk. Nak tunduk dia x bagi soh duduk straight, menahan ajelah 😭 masa dh masuk ubat bius tu doc dah start sapu sapu alcohol ke apa tah mmg ada rs ada benda kat celah kangkang, doc kata dh nmpk kepala. 😱huh? Diorg bincang sesama diorg, tetiba zap zup zap dh start czer. Mmg rezekilah org kata..kna belah juga, wpn dh smpai saat akhir.

Tp nak kata cmne eh... Mmg smooth ja rs x ada apa apa masalah czer kali ni.alhmdulillah.

Mcm dh panjang ni kannn... Oklah nanti kita smbung lg kalau rajin.kita tepek pic adik mikhail sikit.. Dh 7bulan dah 😘😘😘



😘

Mommy z

Thursday, April 27, 2017

Bersalin czer di Hospital Putrajaya 😍

Tajuk mcm karangan 😝

Well just to share my experience in Putrajaya Hospital, bersalin czer. This is my 3rd experience bersalin di putrajaya. And all 3 were different experiences all together.

1st baby : 21.02.2011 Boy 3.75kg
2nd baby : 23.05.2012 Boy 3.18kg
3rd baby : 30.09.2016 Boy 3.67kg

Heroes semuanya 😎 Alhmdulillah

Kita cerita yg paling latest lah. 7months ago punya cerita. Utk general info, putrajaya hospital ni one of hospital kerajaan yg menawarkan 100% class 1 ward di hospitalnya. Hospitalnya xseberapa besar, tp cukup peralatannya inshallah. Kali ke 3 bersalin kos bersalin totalnya cuma RM1200 termasuk seminggu warded sebelum bersalin dan 3hari selepas. Saya duduk bilik 4bedded ms tu sb mmg full wardnya. Tp saya suka 4bedded sebab xdelah sunyi sgt mlm2. Mikhail ditahan ward nicu slama 2mlm kena caj asing. Masa tu kalut nak call micares utk coverage.. Bila tanya bill brp sekali rm15 sahaja. Allah πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

Di putrajaya, meals mmg according to your needs. Pre and post natal lain menunya. Kalau diabetic lain menunya, so bab makanan post csect mmg x perlu risau. Lps czer, hospital hidangkan bubur nasi dgn lauk lauk pantang mcm sawi tumis air and ikan tenggiri singgang. Buah orange mmg setiap kali makan dpt sebiji.yums 🍊🍊🍊

Kalau bab bf friendly and gentlebirthing, sy mmg puji hpj. Satu, sb wlpun sy bersalin czer, doc benarkan skin to skin dgn baby immediately selepas baby keluar, and dpt terus mulakan penyusuan ms tu. Cord clamping pun doc benarkan delay smpai habis pulse. Yang tu mmg saya suka 😍 Dlm ward pun mmg ada lactation nurses yg mengajar correct latching position one to one, so sgtlah membantu mana mana ibu yg ada masalah pelekapan esp first time moms. Tp kalau ada masalah susu x ada and dah lebih 24jam kelahiran masih x ada susu barulah hospital akan support dgn susu formula yg diberikan dgn sipping cup.

Oklah nanti kita sambung bab 2. Mcm panjang sgt dah ni kan? K mommies.. Moga apa dikongsikan bermanfaat.

Bye 😘

Wednesday, April 26, 2017

I wish..

I wish i could update at least once a week here actually. Maybe just a few lines. As long as im updating. Lets take baby steps..one at a time. 😎

Actually im still adjusting life as a mom of 3. Putting things where it belongs, try to balance career life and family..doing things to make sure i dont screw up people's life 😝 kalau di ikutkan mmg byk sgt benda nak kena buat. Smpai dh tak boleh nk organized kan diri. Kalau mmg org ocd of coz dh stressed up to the max sb x dpt nk organize kan everything. I mmg ada ocd. Sikit. So, boleh lah handle lagi. Mmg kna sikit sikit selit sini sana.

Talking about me, post 3rd csect ni, amazingly i feel a little bit great about myself. This i would like to thanks my op doc yang maybe membetulkan a lot of things inside, post 2nd csect i cannot even rukuk lama lama sebab rs diagframe collapse, xtahulah nak cerita cmne..tp rs mcm tulah. Pastu rs mcm sesak nafas. This time around alhmdulillah, rasa sakit mmg dah boleh expect for first few days. Then, that's it. I cuma berpantang makan and sejuk badan saja. Urut2 tungku semua i xbuat until mikhail is 6months old. Makan mmg jaga sikit and try to keep the plate colourful. Eat ikut suku suku separuh within 6meals a day. Alhmdulillah after pantang. Im back to healthy me πŸ˜‰πŸ˜‰πŸ˜ŠπŸ˜ŠπŸ˜ŠπŸ˜Š yang penting socks and minyak minyak panas mmg sentiasa sapu. And keep the body always heated up.

Ok lah.gtg. i'll try to update time to time! πŸ˜‚

One photo for the album..my school friends gath earlier this month. Love them all! 😍 duduk sembang 4jam xsedar (1-5pm!) Sampai kna seru balik by hubsy... Hehehehe




Should do this more often.

Love 😘

Mommy Z

Sunday, April 23, 2017

Zulhayqal Mikhail is already 6!




Not so much into blogging these days. Poor mika, xbyklah jadinya updates ttg dia. So here we are. Already 6months+. Already started solids sikit sikit. Mommy nak try baby led weaning method this time. Pernah dgr? Dia mcm bg baby try real chunky food (soft la tp) for the real food taste and not pureed type, just minus the sugar n salt.

😘

Mommy Z

Dejavu

Once pernah ambil one pic of amsyar in this pose 😍



😍😍😍😍

To the long weekends ahead!!! Salut!



Seronok beriadah dgn family kan? I pray for many many more long weekends ahead! May is approaching guys! A special month for us - birthday mommy, birthday daddy, amsyar, our anniversary... And of course ramadhan 😍 plan nk g short getaway.. Tp tetiba bateri kong plak end of last week. Kereta pun byk nak kena upgrade. This October dh last payment dah for our super black.. Yiihuuuu... Terima kasih sebab behave sesangat all these years. Tgk lah mcmana... Ye tak?

Bye bye for now 😘😘😘

Thursday, March 23, 2017

BekwOh 23.03.2017


Live update.
Majlis bertandang today. Hot and melekit already. Another 1hour+ to end. Kenduri dikelate ni sampai malam boh. I dont have the bride n groom's photo yet. So lets take a pic of ourselvez 😊😝





Day 6 already in kelate. Another 3days! πŸ‘
I wish i lived here where kuih 5butir seriyal and nasi kkabu daging bakar 2ya setengah.

Wednesday, March 22, 2017

2017

Yups. I shouldn't have write more. Blame my hiatus to the banned of blogging in my workplace. In fact, they are now banning he internet. I guess it must be part of the austerity drive. Maybe.. πŸ˜‚

So... Hows 2017? So far..i can just it as doing good to me. Life's hard, work's tough.. Even surviving just to be mommy is rough. Our marriage has nearly reached its 7th year inshallah this coming may, and i can say the tide has its ups and downs for sure. To not get bored of each other, and still make things work, things spark you know. Sometimes, we'll go off not even cuddling for 5-6 days in a row..sometimes we make things rock twice in a night..you know the usuals. Im telling too much i guess..haha.


Well, the main goal for this year is actually the basics..to survive. Credit card less. And also hutang less. For sure. Im 33 this yr, and i guess we're struggling to make ends meet. To have a decent meal, to pay our bills, the taxes..to get the kids into a decent school ,to be able to pay for the fuel nak balik kg, a decent holiday when we supposed to.Well well well.banyak tu 😝 and the wishes on the wish list.

Im in pasirmas actually right now. Having some time off from the office. To get good food, to change the situation a bit. I really need these actually. Office had been harsh on me lately. All the meetings, the grilling, the emotional menπŸ˜ͺ, the relieving pumping sessions in between meeting! Fuhhh fuhhh...

Well to be frank, i actually enjoy my pumping sessions. Its like a 30mins break to wind up without the guilty sensation in the middle of the day. I on the matter of fact dont really care how much i bring home. Rezeki today will not really ensure what you'll get tomorrow, so enjoy with what u have! 😍I bring home usually no more than 20oz. My median is usually just 16-18oz. Which could be considered as just enough supply. But im happy 😘

Mikhail's turning 6month this 30th btw. Alhmdulillah.. We can start on solids soon! Yay!
Oklah ill try to write from time to time. Short is better than none kan? Poor blog, feeling abandoned huh? 😝

See you guys. Have a wedding to help coordinate tomorrow. Hopefully everything is going to be well. Uh well, im here to attend btw. Not to help πŸ‘ΈπŸ’…

Love,

Zahra

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