Ramadhan Journey - Day 19

Wow..already 19days in ramadhan but still feel like new!
The journey continues.
The workload remains.
Alhamdulillah.
Semuanya dugaan menahan kesabaran di kala berpuasa.

May all of us mendapat pahala berlipat ganda.

The quest of making cars still continues like crazy. Being not able to eat, drink and need to pump as well makes me lose my temper easily.Org buat salah, hantar brg lambat sume rasa nk marah.
Bila org minta kita ubah design-sume rasa tempis.
Bila org minta nk pipe lurus je..xmau belok2.rasa mcm nk bg org tu mkn penampar.ingat dlm kereta ni..ada 1part je ke?Its a puzzle ok.need to make everything fit and at most of the times..you knala menyimpang siurkan diri.Ok2..sabar sabar.tarik nafas..hembus.
Lega.

Just a relieve when the vendors working with you enduring all those huff and puffss- ajak blanja iftar ramadhan. For me, that's just a treat. Not bribery.

Just once in a while get together.And I'll go-whenever nothing's come my way. For me, its rezeqi. Nak pergi sendiri bayar with your own money mmg xpergila.
Same goes to Raya hampers.I accept dgn tangan hati and mulut terbuka.

Thank you guys.susah2 aje siap hantar kerumah i. tp i tak jamin la you dpt project seterusnya.
hamper bukan termasuk dlm criteria yerr..:)

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Smlm, I was on MC just memikirkan all these things at work.terus dpt headache.And decided to stay home rather than spending 2/3 of my day laying in the surau. And to keep me company, I asked hubby to leave Iman temankan.

Well, long story made short, Iman nak tidor..so we sat on the big bed- we sang together 'twinkle2 lil stars' and 'itsy bitsy spider' sambil I pump milk..and then fed him and off he went doozing.
I pn as usual mengepung dgn bantal segala all around him..xmau bg tergolek jatuh.
And turun ke bwh (the bedroom is upstairs) to finish washing the laundry.

10 minutes afterwards, Iman cried.
I hurried upstairs.Finding him on the floor.
Luruh jantung tgk anak dh tergolek atas lantai.
OMG..Iman jatuh!!~

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OMG!~
OMG!~
OMG!~

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I tried to comfort him by offering him his milk.working.Alhamdulillah
Good boy..cry no more ok?
I tried to examine hime.tgk ada luka ke..bruise ke..padahal dlm hati dh rasa amat2 bersalah.
headache sume hilang dh..ntah ke mana.
His kening was a lil bit red.indicating he went down head first.ala2 superman terjun tu..And his toy rattle was also on the floor.
Rasanya he was going after the rattle.
aduhai..sakit jiwa mommy!~

Called hubby to come home and go to clinic.Balik2 je daddy Iman-mmg teruk la I kna marah~
Redha je la.mmg salah mommy pn Iman.Sorry Iman!~

But alhamdulillah despite all the chaos-the doctor said Iman was fine.
Strong boy anak mommy.
No vomits. No feeding refusals. No slow activity.
Still himself as usual.But I'll keep on monitoring him for 36hrs.

Iman -ulat gonggok mommy

Tp raya dh ada bruise kat kening la nanti.ala2 harry porter gitu.
Nakal nih~

Xpela..lesson learnt-since Iman dh start bleh mengesot and guling2-Iman needs to sleep in his own crib at all times.
Else on the floor.

Lesson learnt for Iman - terjun dr katil itu sakit rasanya :P
hihi~


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Memang rasa sgt bersalah to you Iman.
Maafkan lah mommy underestimating your abilites to climb bantals now.
Hope everything's ok with him and nothing went wrong.huhu~

May Allah protect you always my dear child.
Jangan nakal2 tau.kasi mommy heart attack je dibulan pose ni.

Amen.