Cerita Panjang

Salam.
Laaaama sungguh rasa x berblog.
Dh ter'abandon' skejap sb mcm2 sebab.
Mostly because I was really really really sick for the past few weeks.mmg teruk..huhu~

Ceritanya begini, mula2 I demam at 40degC sampai terketar2 for nearly a week. Demam start when I was still in Kelate visiting FMIL. Xthn sgt gigil2 tu, my MIL thought I kena bentan cause still dlm pantang..mujur mkn2 panadol temp turun sket, bleh la jln kat airport nk blk sini..klu x, burn je la tiket kitorg nk blk aritu..huhu~Diagnosed with denggi after that. Hospitalized plak 3 days disebabkan denggi tu.Well, yg demam seminggu tu pn mmg disebabkan oleh denggi ni. cuma time tu awal lagi so dlm blood xbleh trace denggi nih.Cerita kat hospital pn menarik juga tp maybe in the next entry la sb paaaaaaaaaanjang yg amat..and sgt tragis.huhu~Then sambung demam and sakit sendi at home wpn platlet count dh normal.Even Iman's Cukur Jambul kna delay. Yelah mommy dh terlantar..nk bermajlis2 apanya..

Si bongok yg telah menyengsarakan idupku :'(

Yg sedihnya sampai baby Iman pn kna g hantar makcik jaga.susu pn kering :(
siannn dia..kna duduk dgn org yg xfamiliar.where else mommy tiap2 mlm nanges rindu kat dia..tp xlarat even nk lift a finger, mcm mana nk take care of you, baby..sob sob..xpe..skrg mommy peluk Iman hari2.even mlm2 pn mommy peluk Iman.Biar daddy peluk bantal je..peluk mommy kang cepat pula Iman dpt adik.hehehe.

And all this time my hubby dearest la yg sibuk menguruskan semua bende..berulang alik hospital-rumah-workplace-baby's place..sian dia.rsnya turun 10kg juga dia.huhu.Thnx honey..I love you so much. Yang sedihnya, masa denggi tu muka mmg sgt2 kering smp berkeruping2, mata bengkak,bibir pn bengkak..dia bleh cium keruping2 kat pipi and tlg sapu2kan kering2 tu.sweet sgt..terharu sgt.Muka time tu mmg hodoh xtau la nk ckp mcm mana..sedih je..dh la tgh pantang lagi.

Well, that was why I was 'away' for awhile..

Ujian tuhan..for me yg lemah Iman ini.
Mmg perit bila sakit, tuhan aje yg tahu..
Xpe la. Kesakitan menghapus dosa2.
Mmg byk benar dosa2ku..lum lagi habis sakit bersalin.even still dlm pantang dtg lagi kesakitan yg lain.
Tp aku redha.

Tp Alhamdulillah.Everything's now back to normal.Sudah kuat dan bleh melompat!! :)
And for thnx for the demam, i shed in total since last day pregnancy 22kg! <-- yg ni I like! :)
Still lots and lots of things to do since this will be my last week for maternity leave.sigh.
Really really hope someday Proton will consider to give us their workaholic female engineers/execs 90days leave juga (and hopefully time tu I'm still able to carry babies la..).
Yg dpt leave 90days tu..gunakan la sebaik-baiknya.Bukan semua mothers are entitiled with that keistimewaan (jealousnya!huh~)

So next week,kita enjoy!!Sisa2 masa utk 24-7 bersama Iman~
Owh I do wish dpt cuti bergaji mcm ni selamanya...but that OF COURSE will never happen :p
Yelah skali skali apa salahnya nk wish..saje2..
hehe..

Loves,
Zahra