2012 in memory..

The followings were my 2012 wish list/resolutions.
It was on my sidebar all year long before for a reminder for me-self...
Let's go figure how far did they come true :)

This is basically for my own keep.I know I'm already 9days late..but better late than never do,kan?
But do keep on reading if you feel so to:)


1. Gegirl project..jom AbgIman kita shopping bj2 utk adek! Yeay!!~ 
Adek boboi la :) Born 23rd May 2012, 3.2kg. Putrajaya Hosp. Alhamdulillah.

2. New Homie make-over project. New furniture project! Yeay!-
 Done! moved in 1st March 2012. Simplicity is better than nothing. Pindah masuk,hidup aman with what we have rather than menyewa a place we don't feel like home sweet home.

3. Our lil garden project! - working!! 
Current status-tanah dh clear. Pokok dh di target. Pokok dahlia dh mati. My pokok hijau kecik still hidup on the porch table alhamdulillah. Hunting for japanese roses next!~

4. Kena graduate.kna graduate.wajib graduate!pls graduate~
OK yg ni tak berjaya.sobssss.postpone 2013

5. BONUS!!For end year :)) 
This also takde.tapi out of my kuasa.Syukur still masih ada kerja. And masih ada projects yg berjalan although bergaji kecil.

6. Tablet for mommy...daddy please take note!~ :) 

Thank you daddy. You are my hero. I love you :)

7. Getaway Plan. Bestnya nk plan nih. Let's start now!!~ :)

Postponed for better plans. had a blast bbQ in own house with in laws.will go sooooon. Inshallah ;)

8. My home appliance list - yeah!!

Dah dpt beberapa. Sewing machine and mixer still pending ;p

9. Lose weight..yeah.maintenance start after June.must get 2004 body again!~

Ok fine.this Obviously was not gained..heheheh

10. Exclusively BF amsyar till 6mo.1 mths++ to go!- 

Fulfilled. Alhamdulillah. Now moving on for 1yr!!Chaiyok

11. New Laundry area plan!! :)

Ok this one inshallah this month.Brick wall, cement slab and awnings in the backyard.

I'm still configuring my plans and resolutions for 2013. And what i have in mind now is more towards parenting and fun home activities and much much more spiritual fillings for myself. Trying to stay focused and searching for the fun side of my work that i really enjoyed before,

Really looking forward to be much much happier and a fabulous mommy this year. And one that i know for sure is to be a great wife - first to my husband. When the most important things are made straight, everything else will follow through in line. inshallah.

May my wish come true.

Amin.




Love,

Zahra

Work needs passion. I have lost mine.

Frustrated and de-motivated these days.

Why?
Because, one colleague had been explained by the boss that the reason her promotion was detained is as she was on maternity leave last year.

One of the reasons la.Mmm...
 

So it is not fair to promote her, though how well her work was.

As she was only rated 10/12 mths of the year.

Sounds familiar?

Well. This is huge DISCRIMINATION!
Arghhh...!!

If that’s the case..then only men and women who ain’t that lucky to get pregnant that year la yg dpt promotion that year.

Terus rasa nak balik rumah at 2.30pm and not clock out for the next 7days.

[kena clock-in kalau x gaji xmasuk (--")]

Last time I worked because I love my work.

Then I work because I need money for the debts I need to pay.

Not long after knowing all other companies had upgrade they employees salary rate way higher than us.. I worked because I ain’t got time to update my resume yet.

Now, I don’t know why I work here anymore.

Maybe it’s time I find some time to update my resume.

Big sigh

Beware you out there in the industry - I may come as your next new boss!~

(huhu..berangan je nak tukar keje terus dpt jd bos org! :P)

ps- At 7.5mths pregnant, I found calmness and stress relieve hand washing Iman's daily garments at home after work. Tenang thinking that he will wear nice smelling clean clothes his mother washes for him. Sblm ni pakai main cmpak machine je.Weird enough but true.

Bila kereta nak launch......

Tuesdays are always a lil bit hectic in Proton.
Well for me la..

Yesterday was really a disaster for me..yelah 1mth to go for new launching-production ppl mulalah terpekik terlolong pggil designer soh selesaikan new problems yg diorg br discover.Baru discover? haish~
Pukul 5.15pm br nk call suruh dtg. sorryla bro. I tak layan.
I nk blk in 15mins.

Line worker always complaint that some designs are too complicated for them to assemble.

My comment is : assemble je la. Pusing jela screw driver tu.
Your task is assembling. Please assemble. Jgn bising2 minta kita tukar design.

My task is near to complete. It took me 2yrs to design.
Now you're complaining about assembling?

Sy bukan engineer yg sombong.
Tp org2 mcm ni..kdg2 xleh diberi sgt muka. Dulu soh blajar-kata SPM susah.
Mmg SPM susah-itu sb kita blajar tergolek2 nk dptkan tiket ke university.
U buat apa..bergayut kat telephone dgn boifren complaining about how difficult SPM is.
Pastu marah, knp kerajaan xbg peluang kat org melayu nk belajar kat uni?padahal A yg dikumpul- satu pn tarak.

Pastu mai KL, nak kerje.Sijil yg ada SPM je.A takde.B ada dua. tp semua credit.
kat kampung sayalah hero.plg cemerlang.kwn2 sy rmai yg F byk subject. sy english pn E.Xfail..

Interview.Dpt keje Proton. alhamdulillah.
Benefit OK.Medical cover.Baju free. Seluar free.Kasut free.
Seluar dlm dgn stokin je kna beli sendiri.
Gaji kecil pn xpelah ujung thn murah rejeki ada bonus.Boleh blanja anak bini mkn kfc.
Pastu komplen..keje susah la..nk masukkan powertool susah celah2 part.nk access payah, kna guna tenaga.
"Cuba Pn Zara bygkan sy buat keje ni 8jam sehari. Hari2..."

Haish~

Susah la bila mcm ni.Susah hati nak ckp dgn diorg takut ayat kita buat golongan ni tersinggung.Padahal kita ni jenis manusia berterus terang.
Telus dan tulus.

OK.Sy mmg ckp kasar.
Sb sy dh penat layan golongan ni.
Penat jd jantung Proton membina kereta utk negara.

Pasni sy nk join dept lain la..jadi hati ke..paru2 ke..jd kaki pn jdla..
Ada degree engineering tp monitor org buat construction toilet. organize2 events utk proton. kira2 budget.
5.30pm bleh balik happy2.
Pukul 1 hari2 boleh keluar lunch jalan2 tour IOI mall senang hati.

klu xpun-dh xde keje sgt.bleh la join projeck kereta inovasi-prototyping a concept car from scratch.
bahagia hidup.

OK lah back to reality..

"Abg production assemble je la. Pusing jela screw driver tu.
Your task is assembling. Please assemble. Jgn bising2 minta kita tukar design."

Just wild ramblings from me.


Pissed & Hungry

Zahra