2020 A great challenge for all

 Assalam all.

Actually i dont know where to start or what to start with. I was under quite a lot of pressure throughout the mco and after leaving me very vulnerable and feeling almost miserable everyday. Workload was piling up. The management was expecting you to work harder due to the 'luxury' of not having to travel to work, we really worked our asses out each day which was totally not ok. The anxiety, the worry and all. I prayed hard everyday and tried to keep myself in a piece to appear strong but God knows what inside. Ramadhan was 100% wfh this year and alhmdulillah in my first time since forever i finished the whole Quran in a month. My husband finished twice.alhmdulillah.

We were really keeping it strong between each other, just to find comfort in each other, and alhmdulillah we found peace and me time privacy for each other keeping ourselves occupied with home improvement projects, garden projects and what ever kept our minds off the pandemiv crisis.

We even had our first time celebrating Eid in our own house. And hosted for our close family a small gathering in our home, all under strict sop of course.i was so paranoid.

In July when the goverment allowed us to cross borders we went back to Kelantan. It has been awhile actually, alhmdulillah for the decrease in new cases. Kelantan was only for few days, then we went on a roadtrip all 17 of us sending off my lil BIL to Matrix Perlis. It was a short trip to Perlis, Penang and Cemeron and we had a blast. Im really grateful for the chance as just right after the Sivagangga case outnumbered everything and the statistics once again became haywired. I guess i need to write more about this trip. Inshallah next time when i feel like writing. Keep strong everyone. Hold on in there

#kitajagakita

Till then

Love

Zahra