Rezeki itu belum saya yg punya

Recently, I was smitten by the news of few colleagues who were the roots and backbone of our team had tendered their resignation due to personal reasons. Some of them, were great leaders, some were even subject matter experts who really know their job. I mean technical experts. It requires you at least 5yrs to master designing skills..but to become an expert you need more than just all those years. This hit me hard that maybe its time to change.

But I still believe that rezeki comes in so many forms that i need to be grateful for what i have now, as the future is still not that clear. Your paycheck is your rezeki. That's pretty clear. But the happiness and all the joy that you feel lingers in the air you breath is also a form of rezeki. The children that you brought up together is also rezeki. Imagine your life without the calm feeling you felt when you kiss your child goodnight.

I always believe that my husband is my source of rezeki.
Frankly speaking, what he makes in a month for us living an urban life in Shah Alam is no luxury. But the things, the thoughts, the warmth, his loving family, his thoughtful friends always made me felt so blessed. Parcels of mango from mama in Kelate when i crave for some, a tupperware of durians from an office mate bila abg ngadu sy mengidam durian tp xjumpa sb blum musim, a huge box of cake from another friend's wifey bila dia bake lebih and teringat abg suka kek sebegini, a big container of spaghetti bolognese from another friend on our house warming night mana tau perlu ditambah tambah menunya - are the examples of rezeki I find quite amusing that he brings in to our small home.Mungkin abg mmg pandai berkawan..hingga ramai yang sayang. Mungkin inilah yg dinamakan rezeki. These are the examples of rezeki that I usually neglect to notice.That is to just name a few. It's hard to be very close to friends who have their wife happy enough to remember you as well :)

One of my favs as hubby brings back to us.

Alhamdulillah...
How easy my life have become after getting married to him. And how my wish to live in a house of my own is fulfilled. And for the two beautiful children..I think that should be quite clear as well.
Yang penting he never fails to berusaha utk jadikan hidup kami lbh bermakna. one of his traits that made me decide to marry him. And I should always be grateful. This i should always remind myself as human tend to forget. Bukan melayu shj mudah lupa.
Alhamdulillah.Murah rezeki abg.
Memurahkan lagi rezeki saya..




Saya pernah terbaca tentang pentingnya keberkatan dlm mencari rezeki..selain mensyukuri rezeki yg slalunya kita tak perasan cthnya susu yg mengalir dr kita utk anak kita. Yang mana, we really need to work hard for what we had agreed to be paid for. Even kalau kita curi tulang and there's no one in the authority nak potong gaji kamu, your rezeki will be cut off in many other forms. Cthnya di uji dgn anak yg degil, di panas kan hubungan antara suami isteri hatta diperlambatkan jodoh utk kita. Hmm..this is really for me sbg peringatan utk tak culas bekerja after this. And there is no harm if you give 130% to what you have been committed for. Allah kan maha melihat and maha mengetahui. He'll pay you what you deserve. Samada diberikan kwn2 yg sentiasa menyenangkan, menimbulkan kesenangan dihati pasangan kita mahupun diberikan anak penyejuk hati yg sentiasa taat dan soleh.Rezeki2 mcm ni lah yg slalunya kita tak nmpak.


Ntahla.This is just my 2cents.bila smp ke bende2 yg ghaib mcm ni hanya Allah yg tahu kedudukan kita. Yang nk pindah, pindahlah..masa saya belum tiba. rezeki saya masih disini. Saya masih boleh ke tempat kerja dgn senang hati..jalan ke ofis beriring suami dan boleh solat ditempat kerja dgn aman.

Duit bukan lah ukuran rezeki semata mata.




For those who have given up hopes and highs, i wish you good luck and bid you farewell.
May the new place you have just invested your whole life into, brings you more happiness and prosperity.



Love,

Zahra